Tuesday, 15 February 2011

A new friend

I met you at drama
Your completely like me
it's scary how much we have in common
and already so many memories
It's getting Hot in here :))
so take off all your clothes
Baby cake I just don't know know, How I, I, I love you so
8 out of 10 :')
Best week of my life
We are already great friends
I hope we grow closer
Your amazing! :)) xxxxx

It's a shame

I feel like we're growing apart
there's a great big wedge between us
I dread to think what'll happen when you move up and I'll be left behind
what about the plaits?
I feel like I'm being sidelined by her sarcasm
I'm not jealous I'm just gonna have to learn to live with it
I thought we'd keep close
but things don't always go swimmingly in life do they?

Wednesday, 9 February 2011

A Flashback

I'm not sure what I was doing at the time
But I can remember the vision vividly
It was like looking through a crystal ball so the sight was rounded
It was blurry too like a dream
We were there laid on the ground
We were doing exactly the same,
those spare moments we had before he came back
because you had been selfish and brought him
I hadn't seen you for a while
every moment was precious
you knew this and you brought him!

The weird thing was that I felt the exact same emotion
exactly the same pattern of butterflies
I actually felt like I was laying down, a hard surface against my back
but it wasn't the same grassy hill, or at least I didn't feel the grass
maybe because at the time I wasn't taking much notice of the grass
because you had my attention,
like you had had the majority of the period of time I spent with you
It felt amazing and depressing at the same time
I try not to think
but it was a flashback
at least that's what I think it was

I've never experienced something like that before
I'll never forget it.

Out of My Mind

I was out of my mind
I only spoke to you because you reminded me of him
You mentioned heavy metal - Ugh! I hate heavy metal!
But it was like being with him again
I wanted him stood in your place
I tell myself I'm over it
but I'm not
I push you to the back of my mind
and when I'm upset for whatever reason
your back to haunt me
Please just get out of my mind!